i want to say something but i dun really know what to say. in a really weird mood now. maybe i woke up on the wrong side of bed this morning. (but there are no sides, only stairs)
i had a really weird dream (which i actually remembered). won't go into the weird details, but it was situated in my old house. i had a really weird attitude, cos i really didn't want to go to school, so i dilly-dallied, and naturally, i was late. like, quite very late. was doubly late when i got back to class late after break. what a useless lesson.
was in a weird mood all throughout training. was quite excited abt it at first, but when it poured at about 1pm i was quite turned off. but i went anyway, and it went so so bad. i think im just not patient enough. and i get irritated way too easily. tried to handle again today cos i couldnt cut or catch for some weird reason. was quite happy with myself tho i was quite lost most of the time, and i was so scared that sebas would scream at me cos i dunno what to do. heh. handling is quite fun, and slack. but i guess i'm still stuck as a normal cutter in a real game, so i better get some sticky pads on my fingers.
but, like bren the top drawer, i can compartmentalise too! hence, i'm the bottom drawer. the only problem, is that i refuse to get out of the mood i'm in, cos it kinda gives me a license to slack as well. which is no good, cos i do have lots of things to do.
ok, it's weird how my sister is asking me stuff about grade 5 theory when i cant remember a thing! i took it in like primary 6, hello! my music is really bad now, i dunno what key everything's in. terrible. and jj's always scolding me for turning perfectly sad minor songs in happy major songs. yikes.
sigh, is this how it is to emo?
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